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Sad in your deadly youth you said to me holding the thin line in the wind watching 304 Stainless Steel Coil the kite flying in the air of their own attachment Nuannuan you know two years later I have begun to fantasize and look forward to it I am looking forward to this cold autumn To hold your hand in my favorite garden Look at the kite flying lonely in the empty sky Look at the people who have nothing to do with us in this quiet garden Quietly live quietly look forward to quietly past quietly leave; I look forward to your ostentatious introduction to me in a tone of childlike pride Friends and enemies; I want to blend in I want to blend in with you in this quiet and sacred atmosphere Two years ago this season you didn't show up for my 700 appointment Now two years later I want to see you walk towards me with a smile in the playground and give me your hand with a smile to make up for my thousand years of waiting I put down Ren Han's letter and stood in front of the window for a long time
On Thursday night I still didn't go to Ren Han's appointment Ying took my letter to see Ren Han Two years ago when you were waiting for me quietly in the playground Cheng Hao held my hand and said he was willing to give me a lifetime of warmth I always find that I don't deserve to be loved so deeply by others Cheng Hao and I met and then together but only love without commitment For three years I didn't even know he had a girlfriend In this game of three people I couldn't find the right place Even though he once said he loved me In that lively spring I finally exhausted all my feelings I finally have nothing And you should be a clean boy and love should be perfect and pure I lost my faith in love When I got up one morning I suddenly realized that I had completely abandoned love The girl who was 15 or 16 years old insisted on marrying a man who loved each other at the age of 25 Then the girl died on a sunny spring day The body on the surface is still very happy love to eat ice cream love to eat cotton candy Girls who like cotton candy have no love Now she doesn't need love she just needs companionship I need someone to hold me tight in my arms so tight that I feel suffocated and then I feel my own sinking when I breathe quickly A person's sinking lonely and desperate but can not escape Even when two people are together they still feel lonely
In this air without Cheng Hao I still smell his stubbornness My life has been engraved with the traces of expiration I like to smile at you because at that time I thought I was as happy as you because I think only when I smile the dark corners of my heart can be well concealed Yes what you see is the happy and complaining side of me all the time I tell you that I am very happy today because the sunshine is very good and my hair is dancing What I didn't tell you is that the sunshine is very good 304 Stainless Steel Bar but it still doesn't shine on the loneliest corner of my heart I tell you that I am very tired today and I don't want to read after a day of reading What I don't tell you is that I have lost my love for life No matter what I will not love I like to depend on you just like a person who lacks oxygen has a great desire for oxygen I want to stay by your side quietly like this do not need love do not need passion what also does not need as long as with you together good I envy these simple and substantial pleasures My heart hurts when I think of Cheng Hao I love him as much as I love myself This is a boy hiding in the depths of my heart I do not want to face his attachment but I still hurt myself A lot of things are always seen clearly later but I can't find the way I came A lot of things didn't feel bitter at all at that time Even if it was bitter I didn't care I think I haven't walked happily in the sun for a long time I can't go to sleep when it's very late at night I can only drink one cup of water after another I think let the water wash my body and soul I feel that I am no longer clean Often a person awake in Stainless Steel Decorative Pipe the night then think of death and love Think that you have no faith think that life has become a simple survival I still can't get over myself and I even find myself autistic Afraid of contact with strangers I learned to smile and everyone to keep a safe distance my heart can not be broken because it has been full of holes In this way there is no reason for my hands to be warm just as I can never warm others what I can do is to rely on the heat of others to make myself bright Love is redemption I think of your words over and over again and my heart is wet Ren Han I can give you everything except love
An hour later Ren Han called my name downstairs in the dormitory "Cheng Nuannuan!" I grabbed my coat and ran out standing awkwardly in front of him Ren Han stretched out his hand and held it tightly in his arms "Nuannuan no matter what I won't let you go again this time I want everything from you including love" You are not allowed to say that you have no love If not who will I pay for my two years of love I will let you keep the most firm belief in love even if you have shed tears and been hurt I buried my head in Ren Han's arms and there was a good smell of Ariel washing powder I called out Ren Han's name in a low voice but I saw Cheng Hao's smiling face (53) At the beginning of my senior year the postgraduate entrance examination became very popular All the girls in the dormitory began to prepare and I was the only exception I remember when I first went to college I made up my mind to go on to graduate school after finishing the book but after four years the initial insistence has been shaky coupled with the matter of Cheng Hao I just want to leave this school as soon as possible Perhaps after work will be another new heaven and earth right I thought innocently sxthsteel.com